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Explaining oneself is tiring, but being vilified is worse. It's hard to keep composure when the people around you doubt you but that's the high road that keeps your self-esteem intact. Don't let them sink your boat with their thoughts of you

#self, #awareness, #selfesteem, #relationship, #changes, #identity, #personality, #mind

just don't do what doesn't feel right for you, there others who follow their intuition and live a life in alignment. no quick fixes, just self exploration. take tik Tok advice with a grain of salt and log off to find your own voice amidst the noise.

#voice, #intuition, #mind

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Remember who you are (on purpose)
The modern world is designed to make you forget.

To pull you into loops of fear, urgency, and distraction.

Every morning, I ask: What kind of person do I want to be today?

Not what I want to achieve.

Who I want to be.

It grounds me. Anchors me. And quietly reclaims my brain.

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struggling, straining, an eye

trying to look into

its own eye - that two way

mirror of the soul's

seeing self, seeing self

I wonder who is

looking at whom? What

is this simulation?

could the question be the answer?

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#plo, #cosmology, #ontology

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conscious creator - code creating
scripting simulation; soulful
selves drifting, dreaming, illusions
imaginations illuminating: I,
you, we all, one conscious creator
code creating, self scripting
soulful simulation: is this what it is?

Reposted from CurrentNobody

#plo, #philosophy, #ontology, #cosmology, #faith, #humanity, #existentialism

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was it a fraud, a scam, or just a misunderstanding?

#question, #relationship, #dating, #business

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never again, they said. It can't be helped, they sigh today.

#politics

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gratitude is the attitude that makes praise possible. wonder is the attitude that makes worship possible. faith is the attitude that makes miracles possible. it starts with you appreciatimg the past, staying curious about the present day and entrusting God with your future in all areas of life, from tomorrow until eternity.

#faith, #gratitude, #attitude, #wonder, #changes

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I would rather die than settle for less, not humbly using the lower tiers as a stepping stone or for personal exploration, but forbidding myself to strive for fulfillment and alignment between my Heavenly mandate and my ideas of being self employed

#potential, #karat, #diamanten, #selbstannahme, #personality

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write. dont stop writing. you think differently and see things differently after you put down the pen and the lines fill up the page. you notice an elevated heart rate and pulsating fingertips after jotting down ideas with typewriter or pen. you feel excited, or calmed or anxiously nervous or self-critical after having finished verbalizing what only you could see. Getting closer to language, literature, philosophy is what deepens both understanding and appreciation for the craft of storytelling and the art of self-expression across artistic disciplines. try writing for yourself, in your own way, own pace, about your own topics and about your own mentality.

#writing, #motivation

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if people call you weird for liking something that is making you kinder, more intelligent and more empathetic, then you're not the disruptive problem to this callous and selfish society, but the subversive solution that humans both routinely need and yet regularly resist, at least the viciously comfortable ones among us. Don't you ever let them change you into a timid soul that criticizes without doing anything productive, creative and spiritually liberating in the face of uncertainty and adversity. Live out your values boldly, relentlessly and passionately and patiently, never becoming weary of doing good.

#critics, #doers, #artists, #personality, #writing

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What if we don't make it?

Reposted from Ziya

#plo

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Confidence is the most beautiful thing you can possess.

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#plo, #confidence

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been around for over a decade, can't believe what already happened, people changed up and I let them, be the person I hope they resent soon

#friends, #resentment, #changes

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we all have limited time to act with limitless faith or to let limiting beliefs remain the made up reasons for the things we could've experienced, had we managed to convince ourselves otherwise

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when's the last time you made time for a friend, be it a book, another person or yourself?

#time, #friends

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“Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away.”

Philip K. Dick

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To us: it looks like disaster.

To history: a paragraph;
maybe two.

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age is irrelevant
when ageless is elegant

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enemies in disguise show their true positions when it seemed most beneficial to them. That implies that they gain the most, sometimes even at your expense or with no regard to your goals, feelings or vulnerability. They value what they want over what you want. Achievements are to be made, no matter how petty or lowly the motivation, because their desires are justified to them simply for being the desires of the person that they probably care about the most. They are servants of their selfishness and doomed to stagnate as personality for as long as they covet and envy others.

#frenemies

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frineds who insult you but laugh off your anger as being overly sensitive and your hurt as being not easygoing enough; those who dont cheer when you rejoice but rejoice when you stumble, showing teeth when defensive and offering help with offensive undertones; who talk good to you but bad about you; who talk harshly to you until the world praises you for feats that they deemed impossible for the likes of you; when their list for your flaws is endless but their list for your strengths is condensed; when they disparage and ridicule you without empathy and curiosity but demand you to be open-minded and patient with them

frineds who insult you but laugh off your anger as being overly sensitive and your hurt as being not easygoing enough; those who dont cheer when you rejoice but rejoice when you stumble, showing teeth when defensive and offering help with offensive undertones; who talk good to you but bad about you; who talk harshly to you until the world praises you for feats that they deemed impossible for the likes of you; when their list for your flaws is endless but their list for your strengths is condensed; when they disparage and ridicule you without empathy and curiosity but demand you to be open-minded and patient with them

no need to wait for permission to be outstanding

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I write and write and find what's deeper in my mind than anything I say before I jot my lines that get sealed with a dot, at least sometimes. because my musings are elusive, either poetry or prose, either philosophy or journaling , in paper or digitally, but always my hands, never with assistance by artificial means and not yet by any editor, thiugh I wish for one, not to rectify me or alter my message, but for validation and suggestions on how to mold a promising piece into an artwork that speaks even clearer and louder to whomever may listen, myself included.

#writer, #poetry, #prose, #literature

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Writing helps me find clarity in my thoughts. I write every notion and impression that swims in my mind until I funnel the kernel of truth from the superfluous lies. And emotionally, I discover my true feelings regarding any matter over time when I write. Hence, introspective writing to me is investigative and meditative at the same time. Personal journalling, political commentary and artistic semi-fictionalizing: when I write, I tend to find more of myself, tracing, circling and underscoring my values and how much I have embodied them.

@Ziya, #writing, #songwriting, #artist

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Writing helps me find clarity in my thoughts. I write every notion and impression that swims in my mind until I funnel the kernel of truth from the superfluous lies. And emotionally, I discover my true feelings regarding any matter over time when I write. Hence, introspective writing to me is investigative and meditative at the same time. Personal journalling, political commentary and artistic semi-fictionalizing: when I write, I tend to find more of myself, tracing, circling and underscoring my values and how much I have embodied them.

@Ziya, #writing, #songwriting, #artist

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Usually, I like most of your most unusual posts. To me, it shows me that you have a mind of your own

@Ziya, #myfavwriter, @UsualMan, #thought-provoking

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In general, feelings have two measurable dimensions: Valence and Arousal. Valence is our sense of whether the feeling is desirable or not. Positive valence is a desirable experience while negative valence is undesirable.

Arousal is our sense of whether the feeling gives us energy or diminishes our energy. Positive arousal increases our energy, alertness and motivation while negative arousal decreases our energy and inhibits motivation.

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How far are you willing to go if you burned the boats? How long are gonna stand on the bridges that your former friends have burned, not caring whether the sudden heat, the frightening instability of the construction or the post traumatic heartache may be the cause of your declining health. If they don't care enough to let you go gently, dare to move on boldly. Off to new places and faces, untethered by the weight of guilt and shame that once robbed you of your joy and made you trade their validation for your dignity. Your personality is your equity. Hold on to your essence and watch your soul grow through every challenge and feat.

#bold, #friends, #movingon, #newplaces, #dignity, #validation, #seperation, #adventure

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Memorize
In my mind, this is the only real way to enjoy poetry.

It takes time to reveal all the intricacies of what a poet is doing, and the best way to participate in that revelation is to keep a poem going in your head at the grocery store.

You don't have to memorize whole poems, although that's a fun challenge - just internalize little bits.

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I also recommend, highly, developing a few items of idiosyncratic personal critical vocabulary.

It helps me isolate categories that are internally meaningful even if nobody else would understand them.

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So, having a better vocabulary for a given medium doesn't just make you sound smart, it increases the resolution of your enthusiasm.

If you're the kind of person who enjoys undirected study, simply browsing glossaries of terminology can help.

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Franz Kafka said it:

"A non-writing writer
is a monster
courting insanity."

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Love Humanity. But ~
Reject the Hive Mind.

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Let's not
play games
anymore.

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#plo

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If our voices held no power, they wouldn't try to silence us.

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WhereaAm I available outside of the reach of Twitter, Meta and Tiktok? I have Boldomatic, Tumblr, Wordpress, a website, Email addresses, a mobile phone and my mail adress. Even when SEO and shadowbanning might impair my visibility if they try and m Youtube is also within their control. But word-of-mouth is the most powerful form of marketing, more than paid ads and social media marketing. I want us all to connect and strengthen each other. Community cant be broken by tech oligarchs. Our communication and communalism isn't dependent on their infrastructure and information technology. No algorithms can harm us.

#outgrowing, #algorithms, #community, #communalism, #stayconnected

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social media apps Facebook Instagram, X YouTube (owned by Google) and Google have CEOs that have been sitting in the front row of Trumps second inauguration. Tik Tok has been corrupted by the US. Free press is officially a blatant lie.

#freepress

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songs dont dignify human activity; human activity dignifies the song

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Isn't a skeptic from the Greek skepsis - to inquire - someone who questions, who doesn't blindly accept overused language as fact?

A person who merely refuses to learn what can be known is not a skeptic, but rather an ignoramus; a person who raises questions but does not seek their answers is not a skeptic, but a bullshitter.

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Even if you don't see where it may lead, stay on your path

#path, #motivation

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Chasing your dreams does feel like utter madness sometimes...

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#plo

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odd how we focus on studying wars at school to form our 'education'. no wonder we know so little about making and forging peace as adults.

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#plo

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odd how we focus on studying wars at school to form our 'education'. no wonder we know so little about making and forging peace as adults.

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#plo

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We Are The world,but we dont always act like it.

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What God cannot teach you, your children will.

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#plo, #wisdom, #god, #children

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nobody enjoys winning more than the person who felt a few defeats prior to the victory

#winning, #victory, #defeat

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the future and the past are only in our mind. they are real, but never present with us. unlike the present.

#time, #growth, #perspective, #tense

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Learning Polish for my wife. Real polish, not just Kurwa.

#language, #learning, #polish

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the real reason is didnt tell you about it was that I knew how you would react and I dont like your strong language and unbridled emotional outbursts

#feelings, #secrets

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Fear is silly. Being bound what our imaginations is tragic when it usually is our imagination that helps us feel free.

#fear, #freedom, #imagination

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nothing is as bad for your self-worth as believing your naysayers more than your supporters, be they outside of you or not

#self-worth, #self-esteem

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the truth of the matter is, to live a good life, as a good person- it doesnt matter how you got there. it just matters that you do.

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wish we would all be more invested in inner beauty and maturity than in preserving youthful femininity and virility well into old age. sperm count and the amount of wrinkles shouldn't even be an issue in your later stages of life if you had them at an age where you can care for your own as needed, unless you're Abraham and Sarah. In that case, wait patiently and refrain from forcing your progenity into existence thorugh other wombs than the one destined for you.

#sunday, #age, #maturity, #prayer, #patience, #trustgod, #character, #youth, #obsession

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if a thing is worth doing, its worth doing well. if it is worth having, its worth waiting for. if it is worth attaining, it is worth fighting for. if it is worth experiencing, it is worth putting time aside for.

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#plo

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I hope you can rest well on Sundays. I hope you don't have to work today and that you recover from the toil of the weekdays.

#sunday

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KISS IT BETTER MAKE IT WETTER•

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Of course, I remembered your birthday. Thats why I waited until the last hour of your day. I hope you appreciate the suspense.

#birthday

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Ever judged somebody and then ended up in the same situation?

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when someone acts out in anger or despair, dont belittle his actions as mere attempts to garner attention out of vanity.

#anger, #suffering, #actions, #vanity

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'okay' is based on the Choctaw word 'okeh'.

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hidden heroes are the ones who keep everything together without demanding to get the credit

#hidden, #heroes

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Crossing off things that have forever been on my to-do list is so satisfying!

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Inlost my phone for 10 days ... and it changed my mind about so many things for the better

#mindset, #shift

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it's in the uncertainty that we find out what really calms us down. We are not we who imagine ourselves to be, we are both who we witness every day and who we aim to embody simultaneously.

#motivation, #identity, #character, #philosophy

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couldn't find it, so I created it.

#artist

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the way to focus is to have less to focus on.

#focus

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we suffer from things we know we shouldn't fear

#mind, #fear, #suffering

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I need hugs.

My stash has
been depleted.

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@Krisargent

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Diener sind alle, die nicht Herren ihrer selbst sind.
Diener aller sind diejenigen Freiwilligen, die sich erst selbst beherrschen.
Herrschaft wird überbewertet, Dienerschaft unterbewertet.
Die Hoheit der Handlungsfreiheit macht den Unterschied zwische einem n König in unsichtbaren Ketten und dem Weisen in unsichtbarer Rüstung. Zwanglos zu leben ist ein Privileg des ehrlichen Menschen, der keine Tat unversucht lässt und demnach nichts zubereuen hat. Mit einer wirksamen inneren Karte weiß jeder selbst im Sturm, wohin es gehen soll. We zuerst jeden gerne bedient, herrscht am Ende über alle.

#dienen, #herrschen, #freiheit

Ich diene
Du dienst
Er/Sie dient
Wir dienen

Sie verdienen

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Deppen dienen
Arschlöcher verdienen

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The future is offline

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Freedom without order is chaos

#freedom, #order, #chaos

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it's not easy to do only what is needed the most, especially since we wanna do it all

#discipline, #dedication

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I cooked chicken cheese garlic sauce and it tasted amazing. Two days later, I tried making morr servings at once and watered down my sauce. I need to redo this dish until I cant get it wrong. And I need much more garlic to make my Polish wife happy

#cooking, #dish, #keeptrying

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Cooking is preparing raw materials into something tasty and filling. It takes time to learn the basics , time to refine the recipes, time to eat the dish and time to clean the dishes afterwards.
Sometimes like a lover or an artist in stage, we prepare many hours in advance to share bliss for a short amount of time with someone else.
The fleeting aspect of many things in this world make them precious. For we can only carry on memories and souvenirs after everything is said and done and the curtains closed and the dawn breaks the spell.

#fleeting, #beauty

How many lessons can we learn ? Or how many lessons will you be taught again?

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never measure your progress using someone else's ruler

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There are more and even kinder people than the few people that happened to know me but judge me for my dreams without following dreams of their own.

#motivation

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after spending so much time of my inner in darkness, even the temptations of the dark world arent exciting anymore.

#darkness, #philosophy, #growth

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memories give me strength to fight for something that I have a hard time seeing at the moment. the memories work similarly to visions in that they motivate me. one of the feew differences lies in the fact that memories are based in past events and visions on a future event

#dreams, #memories, #life, #visions

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I dont know everything, I cant do everything, but I can tell you earnestly that you're my everything

#romance

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They chant #enoughisenough while being the inhumane ones. infuriated and exasperated, I ask, how many more?

#uk, #racism, @Ziya

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You are responsible for handling your gift. Noone is to blame for what you didn't do with it.

#gift, #talent, #responsible

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The more the mundane muddies the wonder of a relationship, the sweeter the memories of delightful times become, when one was hoping that the fragrance of that passion would resist change or at least linger through the wear and tear of everyday chaos and external adversaries

#relationship

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People suffer and complain, but cowardly beat up the down trodden and defending the ones who already got sleazy lawyers. The average person is aware that the rich people are landlords and they are peasants, so they wouldnt dare speak truth to power in fears that it might upset them. So they cling to what little comfort is left by not pointing to the guilty ones with influence. Instead, they make a ridiculous case for ostracizing grouos of people with less money influence and a lower societal standing to be the constraint of a business called 'nation state'. Though hat affects society more than policies and lobbyists? Petty crime? Hardly.

#crime, #racism, #UK, #germany, #capitalism, #classism, #philosophy

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Ich mach gern Musik
Bin kreativ
Nicht nur Literatur
Hab ich studiert
Ich möchte heute
Noch viel machen
Wieviel Lebenszeit mir bleibt
Kann Ich Nicht entscheiden
Jeden Tag
Schreib ich viel auf
Ich hab Spaß
Und mach Gebrauch
Von der Technologie..

youtube.com

#Musik, #kreativ, #freestyle

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In South Korea, pop artists come back after an extended break with a new mindset, new insights and new life experience. that's how I feel about creative writing after a long delay, especially with writing my friends here on Boldomatic :) I got so much to tell you

#comeback

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You look like all my dreams came true

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any boldomatic users in Berlin just like me?

#berlin

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Smile to show defiance; it's akin to baring your fangs

#smile, #defiance, #fangs

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Smile at the obstacle for it is a bridge

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I don't want you to save
the world.

I just want you to put your arms around me when it ends.

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Feel it, that thing you don't want to feel.
Feel it.
And be free

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it's an eye for an eye
but i dont want you blind

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I cut back on visual social media platforms to focus on written forms. To be a writer is to write, and to never conform. To make a business, fill needs and problems solve. Strengthen your resolve by acting on your resolve. Let the process of writing evolve you and shape you beyond what's normal

#writer, #writing, #literature, #novelist, #evolve, #focus, #clarity

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I'm not for everyone,
I'm barely for me

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Only Quality People.

#lesbrown, #motivation, #socialcircle

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Believe in yourself.

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You had your chance.

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so much blood on western states, even when they are not holding the weapons

#war, #politics

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I smiled for you yesterday,
wasn't that enough?

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I love the way
you look at me.

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Der Schleier ihres Todes besudelte seinen Erfolg, welcher erwacht, als sie entschlief.Nun ist sie fort und der Ruhm ist schal. Denn diejenige, die ihn am besten kannte und als Einzige verstand, hat er verloren in einer ungewöhnlichen Nacht.

#fiction, #fantasy

We may all the villain in someone's story, but some of them are unreliable narrators

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Some seek to grow wise, others seek to grow in popularity

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Men who are boys without ever being a man are like overhyped movies-- first exciting, and once the excitement of novelty wanes, disappointing

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just finished with the outro song

#outgrowing, #album, #musician

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clarity is needed before moving forward, but sometimes it comes to you as you work in faith before understanding every detail about God's paradoxical plan

#God, #plan, #clarity

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Not yet a professional writer, but a writer nonetheless

#career, #passion

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Time moves without waiting for you to appreciate time.

Be like Time.

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I wanna feel like I'm really part of the family, but they dont congratulate as if they had forgotten my birthday and the day of my baby.
My mom and one sister out of five siblings were the only ones to call last.
This year, it's my mother and a different sister with birtday wishes.
Had I invited them, they would found a way to disappoint me, whether by not coming or by being aloof around their nephew like they'd rather be elsewhere.
No, not again.
I won't let you make me feel not important enough to care.

#family, #blacksheep, #kids, #birthday

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My son, my father, my brother in law, my morher in law, my wife and my second child:

we all celebrate our birthday in the span of 30 days

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You have to give yourself the space to change

- when you are in that uncomfortable chapter of your life
leaving behind
what was -
and in pursuit
of something you want to become.

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I don't live for the weekend

Kids occupy me every day

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I witnessed two childbirths, you can't scare me

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I'm my own version of a real man

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Nevermind, I'll find...

...someone that can meet me where I am today

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Rest is recovery.
Rest is responsible.
Rest is resetting.

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We want to grow more, but remember how much you've already grown.

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Don't forget
while you're
doubting yourself,
someone else
is admiring
your strength.

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I learned the hard way:

by studying.

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if you think you have already achieved enlightenment, go and spend a week with your relatives.

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gotta confront my family to see if they are worth keeping in my life

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they kicked me out while I struggled, why should I share my joy with them?

they wouldnt understand what it took to bounce back without their help

#notetoself, #3am

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they kicked me out while I struggled, why should I share my joy with them?

they wouldnt understand what it took to bounce back without their help

#notetoself, #3am

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It's not the job of the abandoned ones to keep swallowing their pride, but to reaffirm their intrinsic self-worth and act from a mental place of self-sufficiency

#notetoself, #3am

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Insomnia due to restlessness

thoughts inside my cranium are wrestling

#insomnia, #3am

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Note to self:
Start using boldomatic again

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#consistent, #actions, #ikeepdisappearing, #sorrymyfriends, #ilovethisapp

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people wanna make you the problem instead of facing their own problems

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I am always trying to be a grand soul. I want to forgive and be stronger than before. I dont care if other people think that cutting off contact and being cold is a sign of strength.
I want to get along with those who mistreated me. Not because I wanna be part of their group or that my fear of overcoming any hinderance.

I wanna be the best person I could ever be, a saint

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Dont take advice from people who havent healed

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start.
dont think about how exactly.
just start.
and then do it again.
and again.
and again.
Keep doing something and you'll keep doing something right.
Stick to what you know at first, but explore your curiosities as learning experiences.

You dont know what you could find along the way. Still I'm sure you will be glad to have started and stayed on track.

#start, #art, #productivity, #interests

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dont allow yourself to be filled with insecurities and regret.

you haven't lost anything that takes away from your intrinsic beauty and self-worth

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Have more
non-transactional relationships.
It's good for
your soul.

Reposted from Ziya

@Ziya

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immer kreativ sein, egal was im eigenen Leben und in der Welt da draussen passiert

you are not addicted, just undisciplined

dont be too easy on yourself, for your own good

#notetoself

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time to be real with myself

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We live and learn..or not

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the nice part about living in a small town is that when you don't know what you're doing, someone else does

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Some people can't see their ups until they go deep down.

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I wanna speak my languages more fluently, without forgetting the ones I rarely use

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The more you
love yourself,
the more you'll
detach from
the things that
don't love you.

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look within to find your strength

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Dont be mad because they dont love like you

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What was the last song that moved you?

and if possible, can you name a song that is not just about romantic love that means a lot to you?

#songs, #meaningful

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Giving people as much of me as I think they can handle...

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Ich bin ne Schildkröte, sie's mein Panzer
Ich bin ne Schnecke, sensibler Schleimer
Wenn ich umzieh, bleibt sie mein Zuhause
Kein Design, sondern sie allein macht das Haus zum Heim

#deutsch, #zuhause

I cant let myself go,
I refuse to give in .
I can do this. I control my fate!
*heroic music plays as the main character circumspects the area *

*starts cleaning the room*

#cleaningup, #peptalk, #humour, #tidy

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CHANGE IS INEVITABLE, BUT TRANSFORMATION IS BY CONSCIOUS CHOICE.

Reposted from schnudelhupf

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Kids dont care whether you wanna sleep more.
Your day starts whenever they say it starts.

#parents

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Versagensangst, Verlust und Scham
Machten dich zahm und lahm
Ob es dir gefällt oder kicht
Nimm dich erst selber an
Dann bist du nicht beleidigt
Geneigt es allen recht zu machen
Dann kannst du dich behaupten,
Den Tag genießen und laut lachen

youtu.be

#originalsong, #deutsch, #selbstannahme, #youtube, @krisargent

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Badeurlaub im Selbstmitleid
Um Ruhe bittet meine Wenigkeit
Meine Lieblingsalben hör ich nie zu zweit
Filme schauen und essen auf dem Bett, allein

youtu.be

#originalsong, #deutsch, #selbstannahme, #youtube

War mein ärgster Kritiker und mein bester Feind
Warum kannst du Kakadu nicht wie alle anderen sein?
War schon längst erwachsen doch fühlt mich klein
Bin ich kleinlich oder euch wirklich peinlich

youtu.be

#originalsong, #deutsch, #selbstannahme, #youtube

Selbstbestimmtes handeln wurde Afrika verboten
Ihr zählt rote Scheine, und wir zählen unsre Toten
Von Gibaltar, bis zum Kap der Guten Hoffnung
Weiße Retter, sind nur unsre Todesboten

on.soundcloud.com

#original, #song, #bomaye

Sie wollen freien Wahlen in jedem Land
Aber bleiben selber Oligarchen
Gute Kandidaten kriegen Bleikugeln
Korrupte Puppenkönige Murmeln

on.soundcloud.com

#original, #song, #bomaye

Früher waren Aufklärer gegen Frauenrechte
Heute erklären Weiße uns die Menschenrechte
Entscheiden dennoch über unsren Kopf hinweg
Was wir anders tun sollen, wenn ihnen nicht gefällt

on.soundcloud.com

#originalsong, #bomaye, #poetry, #deconial

Growth should
be celebrated and embraced rather than shamed. When someone says 'You've changed!'
it means they want you to play a role for them.

Don't play roles.
Be real.

Reposted from Ziya

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Intimacy reinforces the connections already present and creates new connections that were
not there. We are wired
for deeper mental connections, and
intimate touch.

Reposted from Ziya

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“It is good to love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much performs much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is well done.”
-F. Dostoevsky

#dostoevsky, #zitat, #love, #truestrength

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"I'd rather have questions that can't be answered rather than answers that can't be questioned"

~Richard Feynman~

Reposted from Sasquatchprime

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You can cut all the flowers but you cannot keep Spring from coming.

#flowers, #spring, #rebirth, #renewal

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We all know Heidi from Boldomatic, sending us these many emails

her work days must be loooong...

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Is it bad that I make you stare at your devices
While I resist the urge to binge-watch through my crisis?

#poetry, #original

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I know my virtues, I'm working on my vices

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I lost my mentor and friend and father figure
I wanna hide behind walls of ice
Leave this world and its problems behind
Bury my fears and despair in ice

#beginningofapoem, #grief, #sickness

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Emotional health among men deserves a mention

#mentalhealth, #emotions, #song

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reposted by Ziya and FightClub

Never give up what you cherish.
It's inside of you for a reason.
Follow it and let it lead you.

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Speak your mind

to those who care to listen

#speakyourmind

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Who's really in charge of the USA?

Reposted from Ziya

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When I started out on this app, I was an idealistic high school student.
I felt like proving the teachers how smart I was.
9 yrs later, I'm a husband and father of two boys.
I'm staying home with them.

My little family really showed me the importance of staying present.

#family, @KrisArgent, @Ziya

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It hurts me to leave you, but staying with you hurts me more

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we are more than our thoughts

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i dont wanna feel guilty about puttin work off...so I dont

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the double of zero is still zero

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we have the power to outgrow old habits, ties to family and friends, ways of thinking....

we can decide to act differently and then live differently

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what do you say about yourself when you never listen to your own voice?

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Why try to be perfect? being consistent is already enough.

#original

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a child's love is incomparable

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You were born into quiet the family, weren't you?

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Will it finally be my last relapse?
Internal and external hurdles caused my setbacks
In order to jump far, you need to step back
You took a run-up to your blessings from your mishaps

#poetry

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Broke with my old habits
Enrichened by new blessings
Discipline rewards students
Faithful to fundamentals

#poetry

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Insecurities inhabited my mind
Inhibited my soul from self-expression
Had to break my mind frame
To lighten my depression

#Poetry

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It takes one to know one

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They dont like her, they dont really hide it

When I adress that, they like to deny it

I wont buy it

#family, #Drama

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Tell Me what you see

When you look at me

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be real, be weird

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As long as you know what's true, everything else is just noise......

Reposted from sudeshnarocks

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Peace means recognising you are not the controller...

Reposted from sudeshnarocks

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Dress for the Job You Want And Incur Crippling Debt Because Your Tastes Are Fancy....

Reposted from anonymous

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Start following your light if you don't want to be under someone else's shadow.

Reposted from emiledi77

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3 kinds of proud people:

1. self-made
2. married a self-made/rich
3. not have much but is happy and loved

if you are #2 keep it low, everybody knows you are just a leech anyway •••

Reposted from purplechill

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3 kinds of proud people:

1. self-made
2. married a self-made/rich
3. not have much but is happy and loved

if you are #2 keep it low, everybody knows you are just a leech anyway •••

Reposted from purplechill

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is there a word more powerful than love?

a force more powerful than faith?

and a reason to walk through life more powerful than hope?

Reposted from purplechill

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it is easy to be the target of hate when you're different •••

Reposted from purplechill

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Prepare for the extra mile

Reposted from Ziya

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The End Is Always Near

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Always go the extra mile.
If you can't run it... Walk It

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Everybody wants to change the world, but nobody wants to change the toilet paper.

Reposted from Fionacatherine

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Intention is always felt.

Reposted from Ziya

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when your heart
says no, don't let
logic dictate
another single
fucking thing

Reposted from Ziya

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The obstacle IS the path

Reposted from Fionacatherine

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the victory lap ensues another hour after regular practice

keep going til you say you cant no more. and then a little longer

#extra-mile

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Consistent effort shows up in every area of your life.

Dedication, discipline and passion are traits that are universal, but rare.

Reposted from Ziya

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Confidence is
a by-product of
consistent effort.
Not talent.

Reposted from Ziya

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i am a musician and writer..

my boldomatic is my personal refuge not my promotional page

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ich liebe sprachen

genauso wie ich essen
liebe

man probiert sich aus, man lernt Neues kennen und kann die bunte Welt viel mehr wertschätzen

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I was speaking on the microphone about why they shouldn't kill black people in my hometown.
that was so absurd

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Religion uses
Heaven and Hell

as its version of the snakes and ladders board game.

Reposted from UserOne

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Most people know that old westerns identified the heroes by their white hats and villains by their black hats.

But who decided, (and when?), that white is good and black is bad?

Reposted from UserOne

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You know those bumper stickers that say "If you can read this you're too close"?
Well, if you can read this,
you're awake.

Reposted from UserOne

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I'm not as young

as I used to be.

Reposted from UserOne

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The older I feel,

the older I get.

Reposted from UserOne

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When I said play with passion,

I did not mean play with my passion.

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If you need music on the beach,

you're missing
the point.

Reposted from UserOne

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Shift work.

But the "f" is silent.

Reposted from UserOne

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You never realize how far down you scroll until you accidentally reload the page

Reposted from ErikSmit

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There is a time you love being with your parents, a time you hate being with them and a time you really really miss being with them

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Spring is the season where you always pick the wrong jacket

Reposted from ErikSmit

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Have you ever just want to do something out of the ordinary that you normally wouldn't do or maybe you would but you're not sure Step out of your comfort zone go ahead its waiting for you to take that leap .

Reposted from anonymous

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XXXXXXXXXXXX
TO CARE FOR THOSE WHO ONCE CARED FOR US IS THE HIGHEST HONOR
XXXXXXXXXXXX

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Attraction.
You can't force it and you sure as hell can't stop it...

Reposted from sudeshnarocks

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It takes two to tangle.

Reposted from Fionacatherine

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We can't find happiness in the same place we lost it.

OR, CAN WE?

Reposted from misterlab

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When the party is over music is the only thing that stays when everything and everyone is gone.

Reposted from misterlab

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Loving's pretty easy.
It's letting someone love you that's hard.

Reposted from misterlab

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We can't allow the people we love to determine how we love.

Reposted from misterlab

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#booktitle

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there is only One Way, and that leads to the center of Your Heart

Reposted from anonymous

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Take care of your character above all other things and your reputation will take care of itself

Reposted from ErikSmit

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we say we want it all like we were ready for it

If you dont wanna be broken, let me break it to you

you wish and strategize but still aint workin on it

Would you keep doing your thing if noone's following you?

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You never really lose until you stop trying

Reposted from ErikSmit

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Defeat isn't bitter if you're smart enough not to swallow it

Reposted from ErikSmit

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You're like honey and wax, meltin' in the palm of my hand

#original, #lyrics, #freestyle

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Always leave them wanting more

Reposted from anonymous

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Projecting positivity in the face of the negative is the one prevailing purpose I'm certain of.

Reposted from Authlander

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What you write is less interesting than what you wanted to write....

Reposted from sudeshnarocks

#wow

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The tree remembers, but the axe forgets

#saying, #adage

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Nostalgic and Novaturient

#personality, #growth

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Ever missed somebody that's still there but not the same?
Ever missed your energy as if you're lame and tame?

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Dont speak of others as if they werent round characters

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I like this girl, but these girls like me

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some adults are the most childish

#adult, #childish

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wow, it unfathomable how much more I have grown and will grow after the completion of puberty.

#growth, #personality

Krisargent, dor1316, ChrisRota, Vandtastic and sudeshnarocks like this

Enfant Terrible or
terribly misguided
or terribly misunderstood or terrible authorities

#family, #friends, #education, #stigma

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Friends over family

#friends, #family

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Freunde über Familie

#freunde, #familie

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BTS

Bangtan Sonyeodan

Bangtan Boys

#bts, #korean, #boyband, #hyung, #army, #bias, #bangtan

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Girl you're cheesy but I like your fondue

youtu.be

#originalsong, #jonnyardor, #now, #love, #lust, #relationship, #player

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songs and poems and soon epic stories

#creative, #productive

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Some Laughs don't come from anything funny, they come from the Joy You feel
in Your Heart.

Reposted from Authlander

@Authlander

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stay inconspicuous.
stay
invisible.

they won't see you coming.
they won't know what hit them.

Reposted from bimri

#ninja, #warlord, #tactician, @jmb

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does it hurt or annoy me more?
seeing a person who doesnt learn any lesson that would change him for the better,
simply because admitting is the first step he or she expertly avoids.

#people, #personality, #maturity, #growth, #wisdom, #fool, #character, #fault, #flaws, #vice

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treasure all the memories when life is like a dream

#dream, #memories, #treasure, #life

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reposted by ChrisRota, juneocallagh and buzzielizzy

What do you guys like to read?

#reading, @ChrisRota, @dor1316

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reposted by FrankFilocamo

Last year, I'd always get 5 to 7 books at once and never finish more than one.
The fees had to be quintupled. Hope this bad habit changes. Not reading, but not reading. And I gotta meet deadlines.
How else can I become a writer and musician, A professional who makes a living with what he knows and does best? it takes disciplined learning, commitment to the craft and cooperation with coordinated forces.

@Fionacatherine

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ever heard the Airplane Project?

soundcloud.com

i want to win on my own terms

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the Twisted eventually looks to be a straight line again ...

Reposted from ChrisRota

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enlightened in the dark, it's still dark, but that's part of what you have been enlightened to ...

Reposted from ChrisRota

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good God God is good ...

Reposted from ChrisRota

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i don’t have a lot of friends, i know a lot of people.

THERE’S A DIFFERENCE

Reposted from lmfao666

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How dare we call
ourselves free thinkers, til we defeat the oppression of socialized existence.

Reposted from anonymous

#existenzphilosophie, #existenzialismus, #freiheit

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Romulus didn't know he built Rome when he founded it.

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Ich wäre jetzt
lieber dort,
wo meine

Gedanken

gerade sind.

Reposted from Dwell

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they can't ever admit they were wrong, that's how wrong they are ...

Reposted from ChrisRota

#bestof, #boldomatic

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oh, so you're not going to make this place better, you just want to pick up from where your parents left off, cool ...

Reposted from ChrisRota

#bestof, #boldomatic

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Flexible legs for the D
Flexible mentality for the D
Hard headed and soft spoken for the D
Hit you blunt to the clouds and leave you broken for the D

Chasing after friends of friends for the V
Distorted stories for show for the V
Getting it but never keep it for the V
Tomorrows losers stuck on stupid
for the V

Playback days for weeks w/o a DVD
Apathetic months, insulted masculinity
Sense of self recovered, true individuality
Is being me only for me, lonely or happily

#love, #ihadtobreakup, #dating, #situationship, #fake, #teenagefever, #junglefever

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You did too much for the D
You went too far for the D
Told me to open up for the D
When I was ready said goodbye for the D

#fortheDchallenge, #unthinkable, #aliciakeys

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Being a strong willed individual, complete and beautiful without discussion, is most important when you've just been abandoned or adored.

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Heartbreaks are the worst headaches

@MyM

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I believe in little but love whole-heartedly

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I believe in few types of people, I believe in few concepts and ideas. I love my Others who live and choose virtue, I love Sophie, I love Jesus Christ,both human and God.
I believe in little, but love whole-heartedly.

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Autodidact

a person who learns by himself in a field of interest

#owndefinition

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reposted by ChrisRota

Anyone speaking French, spanish, Portuguese, italian or japanese?
do you know someone who does?
i want to learn these languages, and I already speak French

#languages, #cultures, #philosophy, #mindset, #mentality, #newpeople, #enriching, #polyglot, #polyhistor

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Why are so many spiritual people into the pagan cults, fond of the occult or even straight satanists?

The myth is great to study, but the light comes neither from gentlemen in nor from the Light Bearer.

The truth, the light and the way is the bridge between Man and God, Christ devoid rites and tradition. The story is over before it begun. The game is over before it begun.
The post-game is happening, the victoy is won. Let's watch the plays in the Globe until we wear white robes for not having lost hope til the end in our friends

#spirituality, #pagan, #satanism, #occult, #christianity, #mythology, #gameover, #truth, @ChrisRota

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everybody's quick to disagree, but when asked to elaborate, many will point to a conservative authority or traditional institution that they chose to believe dogmatically for they own convenience, even if said person spoke against your group in favor of his own.

#argumentation, #basis, #authority, @Authlander

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empathy understanding
knowledge
wisdom
perspective

but who knows the answer?
Nobody.
Still, those who can find original answers by deduction and inferring and verify their conclusions are few. And among them, those who act upon their deep findings, without excessive skepsis and paralysis by analysis, are even fewer.

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experience is the teacher,
life is the school

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Proverbs and cliched phrases dont really start making sense before they make us their students

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I thought you'd fight for me, ride with me. You even said you'd die for your love. But you said goodbye so quickly. Twice.

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Keep your nudes, send me your grandma's lasagne recipe.

Reposted from GaylrdSprFckr

#utility

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learning about old school hip-hop and rock music

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Problems hit the gym, they all work out

-Drake

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when you know you can do the impossible, all the rest becomes very much plausible ...

Reposted from ChrisRota

#plo, #faith, #confidence, #gotime, #showtime

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My heart will remember your presence and my nose your fragrance and my tongue that praised you will remember the taste

only my mind has felt and dislikened the aftertaste and struggles to deal with your departure and deception, struggles to find its own dutiful dignity after your disrespectful denial

#love, #pain, #loss, #departure, #aftertaste

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Without a warning

without a trace

#blue, #gone, @Ziya

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Hide in the mud
behind bushes and in swamps

till the forces pass you by

Run without fail or play dead
but please somehow get by

We'll surely meet again, take this object and my advice

Now leave! It's not safe around here anymore!

#scene, #prose, #imperialism

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Child Soldiers
told and taught to kill, will have wounds that are not visible but gaping wide
They fear man more than life
and they respect life more than love
Either they accept the skill of killing or suffer the remorse of a killer
Immoral means for immoral ends
Seeking brutal peace was a false pretense
But these soldiers are children
they can't take offense
Doing all they've been taught and told, for a friend till the end, even to a friend? It individually depends.

#blue, #sad, #childsoldiers, #children, #obedience, #ethics, #morals, #values, #friend, #individual

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I can't even blame the forces of nature for my eternal loss.

We can just rebuild the stone buildings but can't replace the flesh buried beneath the rubble that just days ago played and sang joyfully and asked me curious and unconforting questions, whose answering I secretly enjoy to lay off in hindsight.

These people not the edifices were the people's patrimony.
Our time spent together was the luxury and bliss I will forever deeply miss.

#katrina, #haiti, #prose, #ficitional, #catastrophe

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Sunbathing naturally is the natural beauty who's natural her is proof of the authenticity of her melanin.
Passenger can't help but gaze at the sight of the marvelous and anticipate the tender feel of the sand and the waves of the ocean, crashing into him. As he shyly dares approaching the brown fortress, the eyes of her maker, a frigthening giant his senior of many years, freezes his spine, softens his resolve and forces the young boy to retreat the beach to further his bold advances in his puerile imagination.
He was almost sure that she would have appreciated his presence had she just noticed him before the protective father.

#blue, #summer, #prose, #beach, #youth, #sad, #storyovertoosoon

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Blue Ocean Floor is where you'll find me ,
neither breathing nor frowning, submarine dark beauty in the rough
Red Sea water bubble galore
Bring Me Back To Life
jumped off, SOS I've had it rough
I've had enough
Of life and love
Save my seat up above and trade my burden for a dove
but for now, I'm zonin out, unfocused, unfazed, hopefully reanimated and invigorate, I c u , do u c me drowning

#blue, #darkpoem, #lowphase, #depression, #suicide, #givingup, #hope, #dove, #peace

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B
L
U
E

-Jaden Smith, SYRE

#jadensmith, #syre, #music, #album, #feeling, #blue, #firstfoursongs

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Can you say it in more words and still add to the message?

Can you say it in less words without taking away from the message?

#writer, #literature, #exercise, #creative, #writing, #discipline, #craft, #mastery

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writing is not writing

#types, #differences, #approaches

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some of us want to be writers
some of us write
some of us want to search for answers in their soul
some of us write
some of us want to be social or antisocial, funny witty charming or blunt
some of us write

write for whatever reason but be honest to yourself first
speak in Truth and Spirit
the right ones will feel the effect

#writing, #motivation, #community, #individual, #writer

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Bonnie sang
I can't you make love me
Janet sang
It doesnt really matter
Aaliyah sang
I dont think you're ready
Alicia sang
When You Really Love Someone

Drake vented on his discography
From The Best I Ever Had to Fake Love
Told her Take Care but Do Not Disturb
He's in this bitch for eternity
Last verse is the last chance to make us take it personally
Doing It Wrong ? Unthinkable
The Real Her! Enough Said.

#poem, #songs, #love, #music, #rnb, #rap, #feels, #references, #allusions

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death occurs when you lose interest in life, at least for me, it has absolutely nothing to do with bodily function ...

Reposted from ChrisRota

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I don't mean to offend
your delicate sensibilities

Reposted from Fionacatherine

#plo

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ALL WE DO
IS THINK ABOUT
THE FEELINGS
WE HIDE.

Reposted from juneocallagh

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By the time your progress exceeds your expectations,
your past insecurities are now what seems ridiculous.
You laugh it off and keep going.
Because you weren't meant to stop there or here anyways.

#progress, #humanism, #ameliorism

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You seem to know what you want

You need to learn what you need

#want, #need, #selfknowledge

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Old music is what new music replicates most of the time, intentionally or not.

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Boss up

Confidence is key

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#alicia, #keys

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We are not scarred from having been hurt

we are wounded by being deceived

Remember the lessons and apply them accordingly

#life, #love, #lessons, #remember

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Level up
but never fall back
on those you didnt have your back

They will want you as if their rejection and insults where constructive advice that you finally followed,all for them

Level up, look around
and admit they fall behind
Even if you wanted
You cant go back to this
Not after what your heart
had to go through
Not after what you know now

#levelup, #feels, #heart, #relationships

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Please take your existence elsewhere

Reposted from Vandtastic

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I know I shouldn't let it get to me

Reposted from Vandtastic

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Before you forgive them

Remember . . . .

They tried to get away with it

Reposted from Bettydent

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I unwittingly
sucked the joy
out of my own life
with a poorly wired brain.

I just want to put it on a better path.

Reposted from Authlander

@Authlander

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A man's car won't start. The mechanic taps a hammer on a particular spot, then tells the man to turn the key. The car starts immediately. The man gets a bill for $310.
"$310 for tapping it once?" "No, $5 for tapping, $5 for the use of the hammer, and $300 for knowing where to tap."

Reposted from UserOne

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We are not more honest at night because it's night. But the darkness around us enchants the darkness within and it frightens us. That's why the promises, confessions, resolutions and vows come in the precipice of defeat and death, a plea for mercy and a second.

#darkness, #defeat, #death, #night, #talk, #art, #honesty

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We are not more honest at night because it's night. But the darkness around us enchants the darkness within and it frightens us. That's why the promises, confessions, resolutions and vows come in the precipice of defeat and death, a plea for mercy and a second.

#darkness, #defeat, #death, #night, #talk, #art, #honesty

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Healing
is a process of factual acceptance and self-discovery.
Take the first step and then take as much time as you need.

jonnyardor.wordpress.com

#healing

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Don't be kind all the time.
Don't be everkind.

jonnyardor.wordpress.com

#kindness

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There are four kinds of people in the world,
Ms. Harper. Those who build walls. Those who protect walls. Those who breach walls. And those who tear down walls. Much of life is discovering who you are.

~ P. S. Baber

Reposted from UserOne

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That wall] might be breached sometime in the future, but for now the only real conversation between them was the roots that had already grown low and deep, under the wall, where they could not be broken.

~ Orsin Scott Card

Reposted from UserOne

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We are fascinated, all of us, by the implacable otherness of others. And we wish to penetrate by hypothesis, by daydream, by scientific investigation those leaden walls that encase the human spirit, that define it and guard it and hold it forever inaccessible.
~ Tim O'Brien

Reposted from UserOne

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The only walls that exist are those you have placed in your mind. And whatever obstacles you conceive, exist only because you have forgotten what you have already achieved.

~ Suzy Kassem

Reposted from UserOne

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THE BERLIN WALL GO DOWN,

THAT WAS THE MOST WONDERFUL THING THAT COULD HAPPEN,

I CELEBRATED WITH
EVERYBODY IN BERLIN
WHEN THE WALL WAS
DOWN.
- Nana Mouskouri.

Reposted from juneocallagh

Don't rip out the sad pages. Because, despite everything that hurts,
it's still a love story.

Reposted from JodieT

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~Some people
Will only
'Love you're as much as they can use you.
Their loyalty
Ends where
The benefits
Stop~

Reposted from sudeshnarocks

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Pictures deface walls more often than they decorate them.

~ William Wordsworth

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OBSTACLES DON'T HAVE TO STOP YOU,
IF YOU RUN INTO A WALL DON'T TURN AROUND AND GIVE UP,
FIGURE OUT HOW TO CLIMP IT, GO THROUGH IT, OR WORK AROUND IT.

- Michael Jackson.

Reposted from juneocallagh

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THE
BIGGEST
ROOM
IN
THE
WORLD,
IS ROOM
FOR
IMPROVEMENT.

Reposted from juneocallagh

never
stop
banging
your
beautiful
head
against
the
jewelled
walls
of
existence

Reposted from Ziya

@Ziya

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All things can be
deadly to us,
even the things
made to serve us;
as in nature
walls can kill us,
and stairs can kill us,
if we do not walk circumspectly.

~ Blaise Pascal

Reposted from UserOne

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T ÈÀC H

P ÈÀC E

Reposted from juneocallagh

We think that boxes take everything that's bad and they lock all that nasty stuff out, when in reality they take everything that we are and they lock all of those great things in.

~ Craig D. Lounsbrough

Reposted from UserOne

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Jericho is in as much like Berlin:

Walls deemed impenetrable crumbled because of the chanting people

#walls

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sylcmyk

moonsongs

Piano Sonata

listen and rejoice

soundcloud.com

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MY FRIEND,
IF I COULD GIVE YOU ONE THING, I WOULD WISH FOR YOU THE ABILITY TO SEE YOURSELF AS OTHERS SEE YOU, THEN YOU WOULD REALIZE WHAT A TRULY SPECIAL PERSON YOU ARE ^_^

Reposted from juneocallagh

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When someone
else's pain is
your pain, that
is love, too.

Reposted from JodieT

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is it the truth we search or is it the thinking there isn't any

Reposted from prubton

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Starting your day with a friend is starting your day with a smile!

Reposted from meohmy

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Moments caught on paper,lifetime efforts sealed with ink

We saved utterances and thoughts for later generations,
for all those who can dechiffre the code of our language

#writing, #writer, #moments, #paper, #code, #later, #generations

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I wrote songs about me and my girl, other girls, people hating me and my conservative condescending kin,liberal friends and independent dreams,
my stories and reflections, perspective on lif and living, personal philosophy, insecure and daring deeds
poetically preserved like fossils in ice or dancers on audible videoclips and dynamic photographs

#moments, #caught, #on, #paper

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My heart is bigger
than your average
because of cardio all year round
and care about every idea and individual

#love, #care, #concern, #heart

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writing songs, poems and prose, soon dialogues and diary entries are added

because creating when feeling many things is more helpful

than self-destructing

#love, #creator, #destructing

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a lot of people are living that have never felt alive

Reposted from ChrisRota

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when you
find the best...

you stop looking
for better...

Reposted from ChrisRota

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the best bolds are often written by the timid.

Reposted from ChrisRota

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I'm a changed person with the same old clothes.

Reposted from ChrisRota

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live in the moment,
because there is no other place.

Reposted from ChrisRota

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When you feel you've been written off,

you just start writing.

Reposted from anonymous

#deep, #ifeltthat

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It will all make
sense soon...

Reposted from Dwell

@Dwell

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could we please drop everything, and just hold each other .....

Reposted from ChrisRota

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intertwined, wined and dined, together, forever, is not long enough ...

Reposted from ChrisRota

#together

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Cats have feelings, too.
And dogs can be cruel.

#doxa, #people, #animals, #symbols

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I was gone but never left

you know me well enough to know my way of dealing with ego's problems and autrui's proximity

that I leave after having an exceptionally bad or good time, not wanting things to evolve into bitter endings

you know that I always return,
daring the reprise of the song
we call our friendship, the duet of our relationship

#personality, #me, #ego, #endings, #problems, #proximity, #leave, #return, @Blackjackuar

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Brevity can be concise, but lengthy words take you on a ride

Long words bore when few is enough.

#words, #sentences, #long, #short

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feel at ease
feel real peace
deep within
not just a moment fleeting like shaking ecstasy, binge drinking,brownies,trips, apathic hijinx.

Feel the joy&peace of being yourself, of awareness,high consciousness, of knowing your strengths and indulging in your interest, passionately and fiercely, of having friends and loving support, of not having to spend a dime to impress for validation, being a dime to someone you value as special, of relaxing from work in the coziest fashion,jovial banter and food on sunroofs

#love, #joy, #peace, #ease, #friends, #social, #life, #goals

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Rest in my arms, I wont let you go

Show you my heart, mold my soul
hold my hand
guide my finger swallow my tongue

every word I said I'll never take back
All that we whisper ,these nothings were facts

#love

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the heat

the touch

the sounds

the sight

the smell

the vibes

the feels

the pain

the idea once imagined about to realize

#love, #date, #nights

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We stay up
when it's going down

The sun looks weak out the window compared to us

when we closed the door

#love

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With time my love grows only stronger

I cant wait any longer

#music, #k-mu, #redwine, #beautiful, #song

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moments pass slowly
days pass quickly

we only have

now.

Reposted from phuamaxx

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There's a world of people out there but I can't stop thinking about you.

Reposted from phuamaxx

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The Song ended but the Melody lingers on

Reposted from RandomHero1981

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remember for everything you have lost you have gained something new

Reposted from myownboss

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"Öffne mal dein
Herz."

"Warum?"

"Ich will meine Cola
kalt stellen."

Reposted from Dwell

Experience makes you feel old,
like you've seen and done it all.

Novelty makes you feel young,
like there's much more to see and do.

#experience, #novelty, #life, #feeling, #events

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Not every entry is a way in.

Reposted from emiledi77

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It is all
fun and games until you grow up.

Reposted from emiledi77

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Maybe it's time for me to open up more, not as an artist to the public but to one person in private

#open, #up, #show, #my, #heart

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She's doing most of the talking
She wants to know why I'm reserved
I tell her a bit about me
waiting for a chuckle or her not understanding me to pull back
But she gets me,she gets every word

#love, #companion

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She wants to know all about me
I'm not used to people wanting to hear my dreams
I thaught she was naive but she's just kind
while I'm rude and aloof when the situation demands me to be

#love

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Guys
I'm in love
It's scary
She loves me too
But I'm holdin back

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Feel it, that thing you don't want to feel.
Feel it.
And be free

Reposted from SourceBlack

#guys, #iminlove, #itsscary, #shelovesmetoo, #butimholdinback

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The power of imagination and the great ideas will always find the way to conquer the world.

Reposted from emiledi77

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Reposted from Dwell

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And I was
never sure
whether you
were the
lighthouse
or the storm.

Reposted from Dwell

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I love you to the corner liquor store and back

Reposted from anonymous

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Have you ever just looked at someone and imagined holding their head underwater?

Oh.

Me neither.

Reposted from rho13

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Q: what do you call that extra bit of flesh around a pussy?

A: a woman

Reposted from siouxz

#haha, #wtf

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"The first glass of wine is all about the food, the second glass is about love, and the third glass is about mayhem."

Reposted from anonymous

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you're at the

•

of no return.

Reposted from Campo

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Q: why do women fake orgasms?

A: because we think they care.

Reposted from siouxz

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A fresh start is always refreshing..

Reposted from sudeshnarocks

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Never stop learning,
because life never stops teaching.

Reposted from CleoBe

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In case no one told you today:
* You're beautiful
* You're loved
* You're needed
* You're alive for a reason
* You're stronger than you think
* You're gonna get through this
* I'm happy you're alive
* Don't give up

Reposted from anonymous

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As far as I’m concerned, every child deserves access to a first-rate education. Every. Single. Child.

Reposted from ChelseaPeretti

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You can decide to leave the past behind everyday.
Focus on today.
New people, fresh start.

#life, #mindset, #people

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hab heute 18 Seiten geschrieben: eine Rede, einen fiktiven Brief, etwas Introspektives über mich,ein Langgedicht über meine Freundin, an zwei Songs gearbeitet und einen neuen Songtext geschrieben

#produktiver, #tag, #literatur

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You know it real when you live the experience that make you relate to songs

#life, #experience, #feelings, #love, #death

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We have fond memories of our time around the age of 10.
In that age, I wanted to be an adult so I could stay up longer and do the big people things.
I never wanted the time of my childhood to be the time of my life because it should only get better once I'm grown. My teenage years were weird and social difficulties only seemed to stack
Now, a decade later, I'm ready to be the person I wanted to be:

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There is never a "too early" when it feel right.
There is only one "too late" if you wait too long.

Reposted from CleoBe

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When I was a child I thought adults had all the answers. Now I'm an adult I believe that children have all the answers.

Reposted from Ziya

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When I was a child I thought adults had all the answers. Now I'm an adult I believe that children have all the answers.

Reposted from Ziya

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Pardon my French, but watch le fuck out

Reposted from ErikSmit

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Cultivate healthy mindsets

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Das ist kein CHAOS.

Ihr versteht nur mein SYSTEM nicht!

Reposted from CleoBe

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Panic attacks left me a vital message: I do not want to die and have lived in vain. And suddenly there was this voice inside me saying: Enjoy this life. Follow joy. Be grateful and enjoy your life, one little joyful treat at the time.

Reposted from juliettebravo

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Alle wollen individuell sein, aber wehe, jemand ist anders

Reposted from CleoBe

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Der Unterschied zwischen Theorie und Praxis beschreibe ich gerne mit Einkaufszettel und Kassenbon...

Reposted from CleoBe

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Kindness is the grace of the spirit

La cortesia é la grazia dello spirito

Freundlichkeit ist die Anmut des Geistes

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