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we have over 17000 pages in our law books is because we cannot follow 10 lines on a tablet made of stone.
NOTHING COMES EASY...EVEN SANTA COMES WITH A CLAUSE
Pain changes people, some become rude, and some become silent.
to everyone i offended this year: work on yourself so i dont have to do it again next year
You've grown into someone who would have protected you
as a child.
And that's the most powerful decision you have made.
. . .?
Because, 
despite how 
good & enjoyable 
living a charmed life can be, 
what it also tends to do 
is make you oblivious to 
the uncharmed & much more challenging lives  
that others may be compelled to lead.

                                                      Ofrkjr




 "Trust Challenged"
Lately I'm finding that discovering my peace is way more important to me than proving my point
“I've noticed that youre not the same as you usually are”

Sometimes that's all it takes to get a colleague to open up. But to notice a difference in somebody, you have to build a relationship with them first.
YOU CAN HAVE 1,000 PROBLEMS IN LIFE UNTIL YOU HAVE A HEALTH PROBLEM, THEN YOU ONLY ONE PROBLEM.
Your heart knows the way:
Run in that direction.
BEING CONCEIVED IN THE BACK OF A JEEP DOES NOT MAKE YOU PART CHEROKEE.
My  goal in 2025 is to accomplish the goals I set in 2024, which I should have done in 2023, because I made a promise in 2022 which I planned in 2021.





I don't trust Doctors
anymore
Nurses are cool though
PRETTY SURE I ONLY NEED ONE MORE BAD DECISION AND I'll HAVE THE WHOLE SET.
Repeat after me: 

I am no longer available to people or things that make me feel bad
I HOPE WE GET ADVANCED NOTICE ON WHEN THE WORLD IS ABOUT TO END SO I CAN STOP DOING LAUNDRY.
i asked my nephew what he learned at school today. he said: gay men like Sony; lesbians favor Yamaha, and transgender people prefor Bose. i put my hand on his shoulder and said: son, those are just stereo types.
I want to fly
Not in a plane 
Not in any machine
Not in any created obscenity
I want to feel the breath of the Earth beneath my wings 
Even if that be a cold wind leading me down to the ubiquitous ground
Let me live free
Let me me live true 
I ask only to live my last few minutes well


Humans who think they are trustworthy


Pft
When you go out into public and people have the audacity to be there...



Hi everyone;

Back...been in and out of
the hospital (love those
gowns that show my hiney)

Missed you,

Love you truly madly.







...and life goes on
Mistress Night, she is cold but I embrace her darkness
My mistress, Night, she is harsh but  shows me things the waking world knows not
My courtesan, Lady Night, bids me join her to see the heavens her brother, Daylight, greedily stows away like a selfish child with his toys
Night, paramour, cara mia, she sweeps me onto her back, spreads her wings and delivers me to the dawn





I don't trust Doctors
anymore
Nurses are cool though
     Normally the lake hosted different breeds of migrating waterfowl during this time of year, but today, none were to be found. No insistent beggars at the doors of lake visitor's vehicles, hoping for a Mcdonald's French fry or a piece of crust from a Little Caesar's pizza. No, small ringnecks were puttering  around the bank and diving for precious sustenance.
     It had gotten too cold to see turtle activity, as they were hibernating, and the lake appeared devoid of activity, save for the occasional dance of a rust colored Sycamore leaf along the shore. The distant radio changed voices from Lightfoot to Mark Knopfler singing  Sultans of Swing and finger-picking his guitar's little heart out
I found Red Planet by Heinlein and Lovecraft's epic At The Mountains of Madness at Goodwill this morning. Red Planet is a hardback or "turtleshell" library discard just like the one I read from my HS library back in the late 80s. 

Time for a re-read!!!!
don't struggle too much. 
don't try to live like others either. 
if you try a bit less than others, you'll be less stressed out than others as well. 
that's how you'll win.






If sugar, is added to ammoniated silver nitrate, poured onto glass it becomes a mirror; guess if our perception is sweet, 
sweet is how we see it ~





WTF America?
YAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
<3 <3 <3
I'M TURNING 48 YEARS TODAY!
:-)) ;-))
The body-buzz of anxiety can seem like the feeling of everything going wrong, of your complete ineptitude in the face of a challenge, or as excitement, energy, readiness for what's about to happen.

The difference consists entirely of what the anxious sensations seem to be about, because they're the same bodily response.
Adding songs to my playlist from friend suggestions!
How a thing is, and how it seems, are two layers of reality that can move independently, and we can take advantage of that.
“Act the way you'd like to be, and soon you'll be the way you act.”

Leonard Cohen
we have over 17000 pages in our law books is because we cannot follow 10 lines on a tablet made of stone.
If it seems to you that you're profoundly talented and worthy of praise, you'll probably be more successful than you would otherwise, regardless of how talented you actually are.
"As above, so below" came to mind when staring across the rippled waters of the lake that mirrored the bluish-gray bluster nature had decided would be the sky for the day. Rain was coming, and much worse but no one knew that yet. 
     Somewhere Gordon Lightfoot sang about Sundown on a distant  car stereo and this town was in for a different kind of darkness once the sun went down. No living soul had a clue what was beneath the lake's surface, waiting...
Pain changes people, some become rude, and some become silent.
Your heart knows the way:
Run in that direction.
Lately I'm finding that discovering my peace is way more important to me than proving my point




The GU10 mount,
Was invented by Satan,
The worst have hobbies.
there are two types of jealous people:
some want to have everything you have, and the others want you to have nothing.
what if there are no hypothetical questions...??
if you have to perform at your best all the time then it wouldn't be your best, it would be your norm.
it has been said that if a woman walks with her head high, she has a lover. 
if she walks with her head down - she has a lover. 
if she walks with her head a bit tilted - she has a lover. 
and anyway, if a woman has a head - she has a lover.
i might be cringe, but i'm free.
you never know what other people really think or feel. 
you interpret their behaviour and are offended by what you think.

It's not illegal. It's just frowned upon. Like masturbating on an airplane.
laundry today 
or 
naked tomorrow
You look like something 
I draw with my left hand.
There is a big difference between a guy and a girl saying,

"I went through an entire box of tissues during that movie."
Whenever I delete an app on my phone, 
the shaking icons make me feel like they're all panicked over who's getting axed •
My doctor asked if anyone in my family was suffering from mental illness. I said; "no, we all seem to enjoy it"
I HOPE YOUR DAY IS AS NICE AS YOUR BUTT

If I wanted to kill myself I would climb your ego and jump to your IQ.





     LISTEN TO SILENCE
With the right music, you either forget everything or you remember everything
I love waving at random people,  because you know for the rest of the day they're trying to figure out who the hell you were.

If your religion is worth killing for, please start with yourself
Voices in your head - normal

Listening to them - common

Arguing with them - acceptable

Losing the argument - BIG PROBLEM
i just burnt my tongue on some food 

they say the ones you love hurt you the most


THIS "NORMAL" YOU SPEAK OF DOESN'T SOUND FUN AT ALL.

Adam and Eve were the first people to agree to the Apple terms and conditions without reading them.
Sun goes down earlier for short people.


If you think the things I say out loud are bad, you should hear the things I keep to myself.
justice is
a beautiful concept.
unicorns too.
I wanted to write down exactly what I felt but somehow the paper stayed empty 


and I could not have described it any better
Build your own dreams, or someone else will hire you to build theirs.
10% of conflicts are due to differences in opinion. 

90% are due to wrong tone of voice.
I like to be alone. 
But I would rather be alone with you.
i've
fallen
in love
with you,

but you
don't exist.