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it's not an addiction until you've sucked dick for it.
Psychologically, you need to achieve goals frequently to stay motivated. Without visible closures, the mind turns against you.
Let's go back to a time when cars were shit
and women were hot.
when i open a bottle of wine 
i always give it time to breathe. 
if it doesn't look like it's breathing, i give it mouth-to-mouth.
I am being attacked by Valentine's Day by the Matrix
One line. One sentence. 

What did I think about today? 

Where did I go? 

What happened?

How am I doing?

   


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Never trust a person who can clear their conscience of any immoral act by asking forgiveness from their imaginary friend.
The trick to staying stoic
is remembering when to keep my mouth shut.

Which is
most of the time.
Oh yeah
Life goes on
You don't have to be afraid
Of eleven inch dong

Or whatever John Mellencamp sang...















Life is fast but 
your mind is timeless
if you think back, you realize that  there are mistakes you have made in your life for which you could claim copyright.
Silence not of nothingness but of heavy misunderstood; weights more than 
noise and withdrawal of not distance,
is even further than icy indifference and such silence is not empty, not vacuum
but is veiled with an inner blanket of shroud over any and all connection so that confusion, conflict, is shut out is
silenced, so system sets up restore points past vulnerability, past emotive ejaculation till words without weakness
will fill up the void with magical make believe and everything that band aid's being and its survival sojourn again and yet we year for quiet of solitude not silence of soul, spirited by heart's shared silence seemingly nothing, yet nothing is
everything evolving, even science agrees
This all used to be dreams;

Soon it will all be memories.
Thank you Boldomatic for being here and putting up with all my posts. You are appreciated more than you may ever know. :) lol



Moth in my headlights,
I saw a lizard today--
Winter's going away.
what to do
when even Wagner
doesn't matter anymore
Are you planning something romantic for Valentine's Day?
Or are you spending the day with your partner?
i remember when waking up was the second hardest thing in the morning.
The uncomfortable truth (non-partisan)

At very high government levels:
Accountability often happens through politics, not courts.

That's true across parties and decades.

Happy
Dino
Day!
043

YOURE NOT SURE  
WHEN IT STARTED.
THE SLOW UNLEARNING.
THE WAY YOU NO LONGER LAUGH  
AT CERTAIN JOKES.  
THE WAY SOME SILENCES  
FEEL LOUDER THAN WORDS.
ITS NOT DRAMA.




Tragic Dick Wagner,
Epics of greed and power,
While the gods crumble,
A conflicted redemption,
Sacred versus profane love.





Every time I go out in public,
the public is fucking there.
I can't keep living like this.





Dissolving your teeth,
The German way from Werther,
By Gustav Nebel.
Mood for 2026:

Unbothered. Happy. 
Making money. Moisturized. 
In my own lane. Focused. Growing. Glowing.
Anyone else feel like  2008 was the last normal year of our lives, and we're now living in some weird nightmare, where nothing makes sense, and half the folks around you are totally insane?
Grandma once said, "Sometimes you have to hug the people you don't like, so you know how big to dig the hole in your backyard."
"Whats on your mind?"

"Do you think, that when fish are thrown back into the water, they go around yelling about alien abductions, and the other fish think they're crazy and stop talking to them?"
YOUR MIND
HAS TO BE
STRONGER
THAN YOUR
FEELINGS.
how does the price of the wine bottle affect the quality of truth it contains? asking for a friend.
where are all those bolders gone?
Dentist:
“You're brushing wrong.” 

Nutritionist:
“You're eating wrong.”

Boss:
“You're doing everything wrong.”

Wine dealer:
“Excellent choice!”
holding onto anger is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die.
sharks aren't so bad. 
if a stranger entered my house wearing only a speedo, i would probably attack him too.

SILENCE ME?
NAH.
I'M THE STORM
YOU WEREN'T
READY FOR.
047

WE DONT HAVE TO BE ONE VOICE  
TO BE ONE FRONT.  
EUROPES STRENGTH  
IS MILLIONS OF VOTES  
NO STRONGMAN CAN OWN.


You can't seperate
a fool from their
foolishness.
You gotta seperate
yourself from that fool.

It's not illegal. It's just frowned upon. Like masturbating on an airplane.
laundry today 
or 
naked tomorrow
You look like something 
I draw with my left hand.
There is a big difference between a guy and a girl saying,

"I went through an entire box of tissues during that movie."
Whenever I delete an app on my phone, 
the shaking icons make me feel like they're all panicked over who's getting axed •
My doctor asked if anyone in my family was suffering from mental illness. I said; "no, we all seem to enjoy it"
I HOPE YOUR DAY IS AS NICE AS YOUR BUTT

If I wanted to kill myself I would climb your ego and jump to your IQ.





     LISTEN TO SILENCE
With the right music, you either forget everything or you remember everything
I love waving at random people,  because you know for the rest of the day they're trying to figure out who the hell you were.

If your religion is worth killing for, please start with yourself
Voices in your head - normal

Listening to them - common

Arguing with them - acceptable

Losing the argument - BIG PROBLEM
i just burnt my tongue on some food 

they say the ones you love hurt you the most


THIS "NORMAL" YOU SPEAK OF DOESN'T SOUND FUN AT ALL.

Adam and Eve were the first people to agree to the Apple terms and conditions without reading them.
Sun goes down earlier for short people.


If you think the things I say out loud are bad, you should hear the things I keep to myself.
justice is
a beautiful concept.
unicorns too.
I wanted to write down exactly what I felt but somehow the paper stayed empty 


and I could not have described it any better
Build your own dreams, or someone else will hire you to build theirs.
10% of conflicts are due to differences in opinion. 

90% are due to wrong tone of voice.
I like to be alone. 
But I would rather be alone with you.
i've
fallen
in love
with you,

but you
don't exist.