Waking up at midnight, staring at the phone, looking in contacts, for a name long gone,
Heart skips a beat, mouth gets all dry, breathing not so easy, eyes want to cry.
Pillow gets too cold, sheet strangles my soul, body at still feels dead, to feel alive I roll.
Scared I get off bed, searching switches for light, mirror breaks me more, I am sick of this night!
Sobbing back to sleep, in pillow I bury my face, mind numb eyes shut, but heart beats in race.
I wake up better, but shiver for next night, god please help me, I can't take this fight. 
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