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I don't deserve  her.  I hurt her and she thinks I think she's  stupid.  She isn't  and I hate it when I do hurtful things.  I'm a special kind of messed up.  I have just a handful of things I'm passionate  about and she is one of them.   I am trying to fix my messedupness because she is my best friend and of all ppl she deserves better than that...she is the rock that always brings me home. I don't deserve her. I hurt her and she thinks I think she's stupid. She isn't and I hate it when I do hurtful things. I'm a special kind of messed up. I have just a handful of things I'm passionate about and she is one of them. I am trying to fix my messedupness because she is my best friend and of all ppl she deserves better than that...she is the rock that always brings me home.
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