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What I wanted to say stays soul deep
sometimes, poetry fails the poet.
Muses make the paltry page putrid
before the pen poem's. The 
heart holds on to its soulful, sits
shiva so self shatters softly,
sharply bleeding in 
broken beating. My mother died. 
I cannot feel past all the hurt 
I have already felt. Self, soul, 
all, is bereft beyond expression. 
I am loudly silencing soul's 
sharply screaming, still, I hear it too loudly.


What I wanted to say stays soul deep sometimes, poetry fails the poet. Muses make the paltry page putrid before the pen poem's. The heart holds on to its soulful, sits shiva so self shatters softly, sharply bleeding in broken beating. My mother died. I cannot feel past all the hurt I have already felt. Self, soul, all, is bereft beyond expression. I am loudly silencing soul's sharply screaming, still, I hear it too loudly.
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