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First came an unbearable wall of sound, thrumming in my ears, then every channel on TV showed dancing pink poodles, I heard the voice of my sister mocking me, the voice of my brother loving me, my mother was absent...After it was over, I cried for hours; ridding myself of decades of inner pain and grieving countless losses...I stood outside myself, watching, unable to stop it.