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This is my 1st post in a long time. Not sure why I stopped?  Over these past few years, I have had great loss, heartache and heartbreak.  It lead me to a very, very dark place. I became numb, not feeling or caring about anything or anyone, just my blessed darkness that tortured my mind.  Now I can't help but wonder, if I had kept writing on here, i could of channeled some of that pain, in a safe place, instead of climbing into my black hole of non existence!
This post is my 1st step to climb out and come into the light again! This is my 1st post in a long time. Not sure why I stopped? Over these past few years, I have had great loss, heartache and heartbreak. It lead me to a very, very dark place. I became numb, not feeling or caring about anything or anyone, just my blessed darkness that tortured my mind. Now I can't help but wonder, if I had kept writing on here, i could of channeled some of that pain, in a safe place, instead of climbing into my black hole of non existence! This post is my 1st step to climb out and come into the light again!
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