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Each pinprick of malignant thought stabs a hole in my consciousness. The hole grows, begins to gape, so that more stimuli can plunge into me, more description ooze out of me. As the hole expands, the first-order pleasures of grousing are recontextualized. My perspective widens. Sudden recognition of my own absurdity washes over me.