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First came an unbearable  wall of sound, thrumming in my ears, then every channel on TV showed dancing pink poodles,  I heard the voice of my sister mocking me, the voice of my brother loving me, my mother was absent...After it was over, I cried for hours; ridding myself of decades of inner pain and grieving  countless losses...I stood outside myself, watching, unable to stop it. First came an unbearable wall of sound, thrumming in my ears, then every channel on TV showed dancing pink poodles, I heard the voice of my sister mocking me, the voice of my brother loving me, my mother was absent...After it was over, I cried for hours; ridding myself of decades of inner pain and grieving countless losses...I stood outside myself, watching, unable to stop it.
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